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Jenny May

Fri, 02 Nov 2007 02:02:42 GMT

Livejournal??

It has been quite the while since I've written in this journal of joy.
I'm going to college & just ended my field hockey season.
I've made so many new friends and the old are still there for me.
Our season wasn't too well, but we have only been esablished for 2 years.
Others have been established for over 10 years.
I had an alright season, I haven't scored as many goals as I'd like.
But, I was getting used to the level of play.
I'm doing Lacrosse this year though, that will be eventful.

School is absolutely hard & NO joke, ha.
The weekends are fun though.
Theres only one bar called "The Coral".
I'm so happy I played field hockey, because without those girls, getting to know people would be so much harder. It's cute because we're all like a family and a bunch of sisters. We pick on eachother, joke with eachother, and go out together all the time.

I think I'm going to change my major, because I have struggled so much in A&P and it isn't going to get any easier. I don't know what I want to do with my life yet...

i love my roommate too.
except, she's fat.
but, not really.
she has whale flu, because she is so fat.
gross.

Halloweiners was yesterday & Charlotte and I were french maids together.
It was an all right time, not the cats pajamasssss.

I miss my girls, family, & friends back home.
Esp. my puppes.
I'm coming home tomorrow.
For the sabres game though.

OH WAIT, i almost forgot.
I ALMOST GOT SHOT LAST NIGHT.
well, not really.
but, my school is mainly black people, we are the minority.
& theres this school assoc. appartment complex that is NOT in the best area.
tuns of the frat black kids live there.
& they found one white guy and all beat the living shit out of him.
it was CRAZY!
i was so scared because there was over 50 black kids screaming and trying to get in charlottes windows.
EEK!

pictures?
soon, if i keep writing in this.

Sun, 08 Jul 2007 00:01:31 GMT

Basically, I thought live journal was dead, until I randomly signed in.
So, I need to vent.
Jon and I broke up, and this time I think it's for good.
Breaking it down like this: he treated me like shit, called me really rude names, embarrassed me in front of his family, and made me feel like shit most of the time. All happening while I was down at his lake house last weekend with a broken phone, and no way home (he drove me down there). Why the hell would anyone in the right state of mind want to stay with someone like him? No one, so I knew it was time to get out.
I don't feel like it was the right decision, because it hurts so much, but as cliche as it sounds, "time will tell", right?
Usually, when we take our little breaks, I stay home, watch movies, and cry all day. But, this time I'm actually doing my thing, going out, meeting new people, and just having a good time. I'm gone in a little over a month, I'm going to be away at college, and wasting time with someone who doesn't love me the same way I love them, is complete shit. He was my first love, yada, yada, yada. But, he couldn't show me that he was genuinely and sincerely sorry, and I'm sorry, but just an "I'm sorry" doesn't cut it this time. Like it was too much effort to come over with flowers, a card, a SINCERE apology, and make it up to me.
I am seriously going to miss the fuck out of that kid. He was the last thing I thought of before I fell asleep, and the first thing I thought of when I woke up in the morning. It just sucks, that when you're with someone for almost 2 in a half years, and they completely take a massive shit on you. When all you do is give them the world. I'll admit, I'm not innocent, but I know when I do something wrong, I'm going to make it up to that person and let them see that I am truly sorry, and that I love their guts out.
It sucks.
He's becoming desperate though.
So it feels a little better.
I guess..

i don't think going out the past five nights in a row, getting completely shit faced, and making out with random/fun boys is stating my case though.
whatevs.
i miss him. i want to be with him. but, i'm not going to take him back until he proves that he can be with me and not so mean & rude.
fuckk.

Mon, 29 Jan 2007 03:25:45 GMT

I got in a really bad car accident today, on my way to work.
It was so scarey.
I pee'd my pants.
I'm alright, I just banged up my knee & it hurts real bad.
My car is totaled.

R.I.P Antoinette.
You were a champ.

"what are you doing?"..."living life"

Sat, 27 Jan 2007 02:56:22 GMT

SENIOR SKIP DAY?!
mmm!

So, I'm not going to lie, but we really pulled this one off. I am proud to say that I planned this event, and it was a huge success. Trying as hard as possible to keep things on the down low throughout the nosey halls of Starpoint, we managed to pull off our unexpected senior skip day.

A bunch of us all went out to breakfast, bought some sleds...
& went SLEDDING.

Honestly, I haven't had that much fun in so long.
I drove up with A-C & we all met at some place on Lockport rd.
It was so much fun, I love my friends so much.

Then, Ian & the guys showed up & things started to get a little messy.
Ian was so drunk, it was so funny he went sliding down the hill, on a saucer, in his boxers & almost jumped in the ice water saying that he was a polar bear?

Today was such a good day.
I'm so happy I was surrounded by people that I absolutely love.

Later, I went to Jennifers house & we had girls talks.
Went to my game, we won.
Now I'm home and I'm too tired and have the worst headache ever & think all I am going to do is sleep.

<3

Fri, 19 Jan 2007 19:16:04 GMT

SNOW!!

I'm hanging out with my best friend today.

Some people change & it makes me ill.
But, hopefully they will realize that their actions are some what embarrassing, so they will stop making fools out of themselves, & soon.
meh, it is to someone in particular, but i'm pretty sure you know who you are.

I want to go sledding, make snow angels, and build snow men.
Who is in?

All of my college stuff has been done for a while, now I'm just waiting for everything to come back.
Please cross your fingers and wish the fuck out of every 11:11.

practice was canceled; happiest girl, ever.
going to the weg.

<3

Wed, 03 Jan 2007 01:42:49 GMT

when you make plans with someone, you keep them.
if you can't keep them, you call that person to tell them something came up.
truth or lie, you tell the something.
preferably the truth...but in some peoples cases, you can't always tell the truth.
when that person is on their way to your house, and you tell them that you're somewhere, doing something that could be pushed back, or you could EASILY bail out on, you do it.
You don't basically give that person a, "tuff shit", response.
Let me kick myself in the ass for never ditching you and always calling you if I have something up.
What goes around comes around, dick-head.
And if you can't deal with me when I am a bitch, drop my ass and don't deal with me at all.
Got it?
I am livid, completely livid.

I'm fucking back, livejournal.

Fri, 22 Sep 2006 02:12:04 GMT

my stomach is in so many knots.
i'm not even sure if it should be.
maybe everythings going to be ok and i'm working myself up for nothing?
i sure hope so.
i hate this feeling.

Fri, 11 Aug 2006 18:34:40 GMT

peace out lj.
it was sweet knowing you.
maybe i'll post in you when i actually FEEL like doing so.
buf for now, i'm out.

tantantantansummersummersummer.

Fri, 14 Jul 2006 15:04:29 GMT

SUNY Cortland camp was amazing.
I dormed with Brittany & we had a lot of fun.
She let me push our beds together, because I didn't want to sleep all by myself on the OTHER side of the room.
Basically, my teams full of a bunch of assholes.
LOL.
Me, Brit, Al, and Sam all snuck out past cerfew and went and had a slumber party with our "coaches" (the cortland field hockey players).
It was so much fun, I'm happy i'll always remember it.
OH AND I'LL NEVER FORGET...
THE FACT THAT I GOT A YELLOW CARD AT CAMP.
oh really?! for pushing a girl down? get over it.
COME ON NOW.
it was funny though, i'm not even going to lie.
or, the fact that i got hit in the boob with a stick, not just a hit a fucking whale in the boob. I HAVE A BRUISE AND IT KILLS! Jamie missed the fucking ball and just full out baseball swinged. no joke.
Playing with other girls really helped me improve...Which leads to another good outcome...
The coach from Cortland (Wetmore) came up to me before I left, and asked ME to come play for HER NEXT YEAR.
STOP.
EMBRACE.
LAUREN'S GOING TO COLLEGE?!?
AT a really good school?!
NO SHIT.
hopefully she pulls things through with admissions and gets me in, because i have an 80avg, hopefully i go in on special talent.
The girls on the team are SO awesome and are all such amazing players.
There's no doubt in my mind that I don't want to go there.
I had so much fun, they're a really amazing team.
BUT, HOLY SHIT.
She wants me to stay there this fall, in the dorms with the team to get to know them & then go and watch a game.
THIS IS ALL SO SUREAL.
My dream is finally coming true.
She told me that I have a lot of talent and that I would work well with these girls.
HOW EXCITING.
She also basically said that I would be playing and not just sitting on the bench. Which was totally awesome. I am seriously the happiest girl ever, no one could understand.
Just a month ago, I thought I was going to throw field hockey down the drain once i got to college and attend good ol' NCC.
hopefully not.

I leave for Nazareth tomorrow to go practice with my Empires team before the Empire State Games.
I'll be gone Saturday-Sunday.
empire state games = 27th-30th, SO SOON.

on a much more serious note.
i am pissed.
I CAN'T GO TO THE BEACH TODAY.
FUCK WORK.

okok, now that all that excitedness is all out of my finger-tips!!
peace fucking out.

On the count of three say FUCK DA POLICE. 1..2..3...

Sun, 02 Jul 2006 16:36:32 GMT

My boyfriend comes back from Alaska in a day.
I love my brother, a lot.
haha.
I love sitting on my dads kitchen floor...talking.
i love playing with my phaggot friends.
I love going to the beach & having two hot friends who get the custom man's number instead of getting asked any questions.
I LOVE THE BEACH.
4TH OF JULY = SPENDING IT AT THE BEACH.
I miss my old beach-goers & we need to get back into that habit again.
Empires is neat.
I have Field Hockey camp in Cortland the 8th-12th, THEN I leave for Nazarath to practice there, & team bonding the 15th til the 17th I'm pretty sure. Then, I have the Empire State Games the 26th-30th.
This is all pretty exciting.
Dorming with Brittany in Cortland, oh jesus.
hahahahaha, this should be interesting.
I don't want to go to work, I hate work.

peace fucking out.

fje;aeaw.

Thu, 15 Jun 2006 04:39:35 GMT

This past week I:

Made the Empire State Games for Field Hockey.
That has to be one of my biggest accomplishments so far in my life.
Playing with such amazing girls is seriously such an honor too.
And knowing that I will be contributing to this sweet team is an even bigger honor.
I went to a meeting for it tonight and it's pretty amazing.

I didn't have to work this week, but I do have work Friday, Saturday, and Sunday...
...WONDERFUL!
not.

My cousin came in from the Marines and stayed with us for a bit.
He's leaving for Japan in a few weeks for 2 years.
OUCH.

Monday was my last day of school.
Which also ment, party in Alden that night.
With people I love partying with most.
Alden is becoming my new favorite place.
Even if it is just a HUNK of land! :0)

Tonight at the Tim Hortins Drive-Thru my step mom told the boy that Rachel and I were single.
AS SOON AS SHE SAID THAT, Rachel screamed that she was pregnant, and I screamed that I had STD's.
It was SO BAD.
ELOHEL.

Friday night equals bonfire at Jon's house.
Then, that night he has to sleep over my house.
Because, he's driving my parents to the Air Port in the morning.
...Which means, PARENTS OUT OF TOWN.
Thank the friggen Lord.

Now, I have to finish my resume for Empires & Colleges.
I think I'll post it for any advice or criticism.
Because, in reality, most of the people who read this have made it to college & have already gone through this bull shit.
THANK YOUUU.

I NEED THE BEACH!

Oh and I MISS MY DOG.
:0(

kpeace.

Lauren M. Bordonaro

ADDRESS&STUFF

E-Mail: Commando_Lauren @msn.com

High School: Personal:

Starpoint High School Birthday: 2/22/89

4363 Mapleton rd Height: 5 1’’

Lockport, N.Y. 14094 Weight: 120lbs

(716) 210-2300

GPA: 80% Honors & Recognition 2005-2006:

Graduating Year: 2007 Class Co-President

Principals Advisory Committee

Dale Carnage/Leadership Program

Outstanding Achievement in Math

Field Hockey Honors:

2005: Empire State Candidate, 2^ND Team All-League ECIC, Top 10 Scorer in WNY, Most Valuable Offense Award, led in assists. I have started every game since 8^th grade and led in minutes played.

2004: 1st Team All-League ECIC, Most Valuable Offense Award, Lead Scorer, and Led in assists.

2003: Most Valuable Offense Award, Honorable Mention in All-League, 2^nd leading scorer, and also in assists, USFHA Futures player.

2002: [JV] - MVP Award, at the end of my 8^th grade season, I respectively moved up to Varsity for sectionals.

2001: [JV] - First year of playing Field Hockey, Most Improved Player Award.

Camps: Sweet Home 2002 & 2003. Attending Cortland camp, summer of 06’.

Other Sports Interests:

2002-2006: JV & Varsity Basketball. JV -2005, Most Improved Player.

2003-2006: Varsity Track Athlete. 100m, 200m, 4x1, 05’-06’ Sectional Qualifiers for the 4x1 relay.

-Played soccer every summer for PLYSA Toros.

-Honorably this year, I was chosen to participate in the Penn State Relays for the girls 4x1 relay.

Work Experience: Currently Employed at Wegmans & Babysitting.

Goals: I desire to contribute not only to my high school team in fall of ’06, but also aspire to be a student athlete. Accordingly, I am committed to the exemplary conduct of the University’s expectations, as I strive toward higher education within the physical education profession. Furthermore, I seek to make those within my extended family proud of both my accomplishments, and the efforts upon which such successes will be based. Although I have been involved in sports my entire life, I am fortunate to be a 4 seasoned athlete. Despite living in a rural community, I have had the opportunity to excel in Field Hockey. I did not derive my success purely from natural ability but from a hard work philosophy emphasized by my parents.

(...and these are the pictures I'm putting at the top of my resume, because they're manditory.)

(they appear much larger)

fea;fewiaj

Sat, 10 Jun 2006 01:42:21 GMT

Today, I wish I could re-wind time, and go back to 12 o'clock.
Go back in time, before my mom told me it was time to go...that we "had to go".
So far back in time, so that I could hide him, and not let him leave.
So she would search frantically for him and realize that I was going to put up a fight and that she should just realize that he can't go yet.
I wish I could go back to the beginning of the week where she gave me the horrible news, so I could pretend I didn't hear it.
It's like I've been in acoma for the past 3 days, because all I could think about was the last time I'm going to see my dog.
Now, don't get me wrong, he was sick.
He was so sick that he couldn't get up and down the stairs, shook every 10 seconds, peed everywhere, had kidney failure, and tumors on his tummy, half deaf, half blind, barley barked, and circled everywhere he went in the house.
He would never let you pick him up, and now he did.
That everytime you touched him in a certain area, he'll make a grumbling sound and at that point in time, you knew not to pet him there.
That, he couldn't eat a full Mighty Pack anymore, even if you tried to force him, he could only eat half.
But, let's go on a more realistic note; he was my dog for 13 years, and I wanted him til every last second.
He was the longest living Schnowzer and has been through so much, and was turning 17 years old.
He has been through more than any other dog, or at least I think.
Stolen, ran away, dodged cars, eaten by Cleo + surviving, tumors getting removed, half a paw, skin disease when he was a baby because his first owner sucked, that's why we got him, getting in fights with other dogs, fighting cancer, & more.
We had to put him to sleep today.
Honestly, I wasn't sure if I should have gone.
But, I had to.
He looked so peaceful and out of pain though, so I guess that put me at ease.
I had to be there, so he knew I was there til the end, til every last second.
That I was only doing this for the better of him, and to let him go with a little bit of dignity.
I held his paw til every last second and kissed his head a million times.
I loved him with more than anything of me, and I know he knew it.
That, it wasn't o.k. that he had tumors everywhere, and that his back legs giving out wasn't a good sign, at all.
It was the worst thing I have or ever will have to do in my life.
EVER.
I've been crying 3 days straight.
To a point where I couldn't control it in public and would just break down.
To a point to where I'd come home, and just lay under the table with him.
He knew what was going on, I know he did.
He tried to make me feel better too, I know it.
This week, my second bed was a sleeping bag next to his bed, and a night light for the both of us.
Kissing his head multiple times.
I honestly thought that the more times I kissed his head, the longer it would keep him alive, the longer he would have to live and be o.k. but I was wrong, and I wish I wasn't//just this once.
I seriously miss the fuck out of him.
He was my dude, my best friend, he made me feel o-k when my parents would go out for the night, and I would be home alone, and him just sleeping in my room with me would be the best feeling of security there was.
I don't know what I'm going to do with out him.
I don't know what to do.
I'm seriously the sadest girl ever.
I just miss him so much.
My heart seriously hurts.
[I love and miss you Carlos.]
[you were my family & nothings the same with out you.]
[I look under the table and wish you were there, and open my door hoping your little head will pop up and come sniffing me as soon as I walk in.]
[you were the best fucking dog a girl could ask for.]
Love,
Your Best Friend.

If you feel like leaving, I'm not gonna make you stay...oh Enrique.

Fri, 19 May 2006 22:22:45 GMT

I didn't see this coming. I didn't think that it was going to be Coop and this makes me the most devastated, ever. She was the show and now all it is going to do is suck. That's right, Kaitlyn is going to make it shitty, and it's just going to be a show full of sluts. Great, seriously I am so pissed off. I will miss you forever Marissa Cooper, you were the best drunk-bitch I could have ever imagined knowing. Maybe she's not dead?! Maybe, she's going to be in a coma or something?!
First Caleb, then Johnny, NOW COOP?! WHAT IS THE O.C. COMING TO?! Destruction, that's what it is coming to.

Your love will always be forever in my heart, obviously.
Peace out O.C. see you in the fall.

Today is mine and Jon's one year, holy crap!
I'm going to start getting ready, then we're going to the drive-in, then stopping over Andrea's hopefully.
Awe, I'm so happy we're together.
I love him a lot & he's super cute.
Happy one year, babe!
loveyoutimesinfinity.

Thu, 18 May 2006 00:57:43 GMT

My mom keeps telling me to be prepared...
That he's getting old, that he's peeing everywhere, & that he has cancer really bad. That when she tried waking him up this morning, she thought he was dead. I've had him for 14 years of my life, and if anything happened to him, I don't know what I would even do. He's been through so much, and he's the biggest fucking champ I know. I seriously love him more than anything in the world, he's the cutest boy I know. I don't even want to think about it right now, seriously, I went from an o.k. mood--to balling my eyes out in .3 seconds flat.
I seriously love Carlos more than anything in the world. Hands down, best dog...ever & that's a fucking fact.
Who's dog could pound a Mighty Pack in less than a minute? No ones, because Carlos owns all other dogs, end-of-story.

Rachel, you're going to be a wildabeast.

Thu, 11 May 2006 02:35:31 GMT

Prom...
Over-rated.

Everything & anything that had any relevance dealing with prom...
Is completely ridiculous.

Track invitational, the day after prom??...no, no, MORNING after prom??...
Get out of TOWN!! That is going to suck so bad.

Clingy people tend to get annoying.

Kel and I got our nails and toes done tonight, it was BEAUTIFUL!
I seriously have never laughed so much (when the woman scrubbed my feet) in my whole life, I almost peed my pants it tickled so much. And all the guy did was smile at Kelly, he probably had the time of his fucking life rubbing her legs, haha.

I am so tired & track is so stressful.
Schools coming to an end, and I've never been happier.
I love Kelly Ruta.
I got the job at Wegmans.
Working girl, oh really??..ouch.

I love Asian People.
Asian Frustration, is what I have.

I love the Sabres.

End.

...maybe..when you learn to shut your mouth, your legs will automatically close!!!...just a thought!

Wed, 03 May 2006 02:02:01 GMT

New Highlights/Old Highlights
+Florida was spectacular, the weather was beautiful, and the Siesta Keys were so much fun.
-Going back to school sucked so bad, but I only had to be there 3 days out of the week.
+Then on Wednesday we left for Penn Relays & it turned out to be a fun, bonding trip with the girls.
++We ran pretty well and placed 4th in our heat, which isn't too bad when you're racing amazingly fast black girls. Also, infront of a crowd of 24,000 people, yeah I'm not going to lie, I peed my pants a little; no really. But, It all went by too fast.
--We were the minority.
---There was a high abundunce of Jamaicans.
----Everytime a Jamaican runner would pass the 4th exchange zone the woman behind us would scream, "Go BA-BA GO BA-BA..." until he fully finished the race, which was about a good 20 seconds long.
++There was this sweet fight while we were waiting in line. Fight = little white man vs. HUGE black man. Who won?! EL OH EL.
+Being bus buddies with Melanie & when she fakes sleeps she sticks her tounge out the side of her mouth.
+Me, Franny, and Mel having authority over the other girls and taking the king size bedroom all to ourselves and laughing about it in the end, because we're such bitches...no really.
+Girl talks, O.C. night & eating box(es) of pizza on the bed.
-When our coach was gay and moody he put a damper on the whole team, AWESOME GUY.
+++Watching the Olympic runners race was the best experience in my life.
+All in all//that was an amazing trip.
++Fight today against Harley and Adam..Harley had it coming to him & deserved it.
--Prom & everything that goes with it is so damn stressful, I can't even wait til it's over.
-Exams and stuff, BLOW.
+Track is going well, but we're going to get destroyed Thursday.
+I get to see my friend Kelly Ruta everyday & I missed her A LOT. Even if her hand has stitches and she looks like a handicap person!
++Oh! and I have my first job interview ever Thursday @ 2:30, ugh wish me luck...
♥

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 03:12:55 GMT

Thanks for stabbing me in the front...
rather then the back...
~~it's better that way.~~

I would have your mother fucking back, til the day I fucking die.
I guess you can't say the same.
That's fine, if that's how you go about things.
But, I'll never forget this.
Ever.

thanks.

Got these hoes shaking that molasses..

Sat, 18 Mar 2006 17:27:52 GMT

Last Night...

I got tanked.

With probably some of the best people out there.

I am seriously in love with all of my friends.

I may cause a cold front, if i take a deep breath.

Wed, 15 Mar 2006 00:37:30 GMT

Dear Carolyn Frandina,

I miss you very very much.
& I need you back in my life.

Love,
Lauren

"You ano needa boobjob, you don't wanta no saggy zits [tits]."

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 01:10:39 GMT

My Uncle Lee passed away last week, so it's been a pretty rough week.
He was basically one of the cutest old people to step on this earth.
He lived such a good life, I just feel so bad for my Aunt Ro, pray for her, ok?
I've been with my close famiy & then the family I don't see too often all last week & weekend. It made me realize how much I missed them and how I want to hang out with them way more.
I really love my family.
I seriously have the biggest/hugest itatlian/sicilian family out there.
Not in size, but there is SO MUCH FAMILY.

Things have been so up&down with me and Jon.
I just don't know anymore.
I know I couldn't ever be without him, but sometimes I just can't be with him.
Not that I don't want to be with him.
It's just that I think we spend far too much time together.
We'll see.
Things will hopefully work their way out.

I'm tired.
TRACK FUCKING SUCKS.
PeaceEasy.

I got my mouth lookin' somethin' like a Disco Ball.

Sat, 04 Mar 2006 06:13:12 GMT

I looked at half of my past entrys.
Sometimes, I think I have it bad, when in reality, I don't have a clue.
PSH; fuck this shit, everything happens for a reason.
& if I can't handle it, then shut the fuck up, right?
Right.

So, basically I got my Permit after 9million years.
Jon taught me stick shift.
He let me drive home the other day.
But, today, I couldn't even get out of the school parking lot.
Like, I was about to pull out and stalled 399times [OOPSSS].
So, he drove home instead & we dropped one of his friends off.

Then!
Last weekend, Jon, Katie, Kelly, Rach, & everyone threw me a SURPRISE birthday party.
It was so OUTRAGEOUS.
I had so much fun, just having all my friends together.
My brown friend Kush bought me a LION. HE'S THE BEST BROWN BOY OUT THERE.
It's so funny how I am the most diverse girl anyone knows, cause I have such a wide range of friends.
& that night I realized it soo much. But, everyone got along and it was so good!
& AC was clearly too drunk for life, and made me laugh a lot.
I clearly got crunk, cause I was the birthday girl.
Did some things, that probably wern't good.
But, hilarious when people replay the moments for me.
All in all, it was cute, everyone that helped, I love you very much.
BEYONCE WHO?!

I did boxing last night.
My arms are jello.
& I can kick anyones ass;
for real.

[I really want to do track & run in the Penn. Relays.]

I just got home from Jon's.
We watched Fight Club & that's about it.

I'm banned from O-MART every first period.
FUCKING A.

BUSY day tomorrow.
goodluckbabe.

Good Night.
♥.

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 22:58:35 GMT

this ones for you shy guy.

http://www.myspace.com/robdawe

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Wed, 22 Feb 2006 03:42:36 GMT

Tomorrow I will be able to see Rated R movies, all by myself.

Oh Shit!!(#@#(*^@#@*&^#@

I'm going to be 17 years old tomorrow.

I'm such a big fucking deal.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA.
[joking.]
[[~~ok--not really.~~]]

♥.

HARVEST

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 00:32:36 GMT

Well...

I wish I lived in the 1960's-70's era.

Now and Then
&
My Girl

are my favorite movies.

I am going to get my permit this week.

I am going to be 17 this week too.

My boyfriend is taking me out to dinner friday.
He's gay.
But, I love him.
He also just smacked my arm when I wrote he was gay.
PHAG.
All he does is giggle & I just want to punch his face in.

Sometimes, we drool excessively.
Like, today he drooled at dinner.
&& during my nap, I swear to god my mouth was NOT open, and I just woke up in a puddle of drool.
CRAZY.

birthday countdown: 2 days.

suckersss.
♥.

I'm watching Get Rich or Die Trying. DUH.

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 07:07:27 GMT

Last night I hung out with Kelly.
We went to CHILLI's, bounced quick, & ditched the buzzer in the parking lot.
Went to the mall & ate at the food court instead, great.
Went for a mini-part of Sara Willettfaces birthday bash.
Kel & I bought her princess books, a strawberry shortcake sticker book, and a barbie card.
After that, we had to drop milk off at Justins house.
Hung out there for a bit.
Watched a movie.
Drank Hot Chocolate.
Watched the Olympics.

SOO.

I hate basketball.

We scrimmaged Sacred Heart today.
They're good.

Jon came & watched my scrimmage, then took us back to his casa and made the both of us breakfast.
CUTE.
THENNNN, we watched Starsky & Hutch.
GAY.
WENT HOME.
SLEPT.

Jon came over after his game around 10:30ish.
We watched Miracle.
He left at 1.

My brothers way too ghetto.
He's in my top 8.
Damnnn rightttt.

Happy9MonthsFatty.
♥.

[birthday countdown: 3 more days.]