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Jenny May [Nov. 1st, 2007|09:47 pm]
[Current Location |room]
[music |tool time.]


It has been quite the while since I've written in this journal of joy.
I'm going to college & just ended my field hockey season.
I've made so many new friends and the old are still there for me.
Our season wasn't too well, but we have only been esablished for 2 years.
Others have been established for over 10 years.
I had an alright season, I haven't scored as many goals as I'd like.
But, I was getting used to the level of play.
I'm doing Lacrosse this year though, that will be eventful.

School is absolutely hard & NO joke, ha.
The weekends are fun though.
Theres only one bar called "The Coral".
I'm so happy I played field hockey, because without those girls, getting to know people would be so much harder. It's cute because we're all like a family and a bunch of sisters. We pick on eachother, joke with eachother, and go out together all the time.

I think I'm going to change my major, because I have struggled so much in A&P and it isn't going to get any easier. I don't know what I want to do with my life yet...

i love my roommate too.
except, she's fat.
but, not really.
she has whale flu, because she is so fat.

Halloweiners was yesterday & Charlotte and I were french maids together.
It was an all right time, not the cats pajamasssss.

I miss my girls, family, & friends back home.
Esp. my puppes.
I'm coming home tomorrow.
For the sabres game though.

OH WAIT, i almost forgot.
well, not really.
but, my school is mainly black people, we are the minority.
& theres this school assoc. appartment complex that is NOT in the best area.
tuns of the frat black kids live there.
& they found one white guy and all beat the living shit out of him.
it was CRAZY!
i was so scared because there was over 50 black kids screaming and trying to get in charlottes windows.

soon, if i keep writing in this.
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(no subject) [Jul. 7th, 2007|07:52 pm]
[Current Location |homee.]
[mood |crankycranky]

Basically, I thought live journal was dead, until I randomly signed in.
So, I need to vent.
Jon and I broke up, and this time I think it's for good.
Breaking it down like this: he treated me like shit, called me really rude names, embarrassed me in front of his family, and made me feel like shit most of the time. All happening while I was down at his lake house last weekend with a broken phone, and no way home (he drove me down there). Why the hell would anyone in the right state of mind want to stay with someone like him? No one, so I knew it was time to get out.
I don't feel like it was the right decision, because it hurts so much, but as cliche as it sounds, "time will tell", right?
Usually, when we take our little breaks, I stay home, watch movies, and cry all day. But, this time I'm actually doing my thing, going out, meeting new people, and just having a good time. I'm gone in a little over a month, I'm going to be away at college, and wasting time with someone who doesn't love me the same way I love them, is complete shit. He was my first love, yada, yada, yada. But, he couldn't show me that he was genuinely and sincerely sorry, and I'm sorry, but just an "I'm sorry" doesn't cut it this time. Like it was too much effort to come over with flowers, a card, a SINCERE apology, and make it up to me.
I am seriously going to miss the fuck out of that kid. He was the last thing I thought of before I fell asleep, and the first thing I thought of when I woke up in the morning. It just sucks, that when you're with someone for almost 2 in a half years, and they completely take a massive shit on you. When all you do is give them the world. I'll admit, I'm not innocent, but I know when I do something wrong, I'm going to make it up to that person and let them see that I am truly sorry, and that I love their guts out.
It sucks.
He's becoming desperate though.
So it feels a little better.
I guess..

i don't think going out the past five nights in a row, getting completely shit faced, and making out with random/fun boys is stating my case though.
i miss him. i want to be with him. but, i'm not going to take him back until he proves that he can be with me and not so mean & rude.
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(no subject) [Jan. 28th, 2007|10:24 pm]
I got in a really bad car accident today, on my way to work.
It was so scarey.
I pee'd my pants.
I'm alright, I just banged up my knee & it hurts real bad.
My car is totaled.

R.I.P Antoinette.
You were a champ.
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"what are you doing?"..."living life" [Jan. 26th, 2007|09:56 pm]

So, I'm not going to lie, but we really pulled this one off. I am proud to say that I planned this event, and it was a huge success. Trying as hard as possible to keep things on the down low throughout the nosey halls of Starpoint, we managed to pull off our unexpected senior skip day.

A bunch of us all went out to breakfast, bought some sleds...
& went SLEDDING.

Honestly, I haven't had that much fun in so long.
I drove up with A-C & we all met at some place on Lockport rd.
It was so much fun, I love my friends so much.

Then, Ian & the guys showed up & things started to get a little messy.
Ian was so drunk, it was so funny he went sliding down the hill, on a saucer, in his boxers & almost jumped in the ice water saying that he was a polar bear?

Today was such a good day.
I'm so happy I was surrounded by people that I absolutely love.

Later, I went to Jennifers house & we had girls talks.
Went to my game, we won.
Now I'm home and I'm too tired and have the worst headache ever & think all I am going to do is sleep.

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(no subject) [Jan. 19th, 2007|02:16 pm]

I'm hanging out with my best friend today.

Some people change & it makes me ill.
But, hopefully they will realize that their actions are some what embarrassing, so they will stop making fools out of themselves, & soon.
meh, it is to someone in particular, but i'm pretty sure you know who you are.

I want to go sledding, make snow angels, and build snow men.
Who is in?

All of my college stuff has been done for a while, now I'm just waiting for everything to come back.
Please cross your fingers and wish the fuck out of every 11:11.

practice was canceled; happiest girl, ever.
going to the weg.

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(no subject) [Jan. 2nd, 2007|08:35 pm]
when you make plans with someone, you keep them.
if you can't keep them, you call that person to tell them something came up.
truth or lie, you tell the something.
preferably the truth...but in some peoples cases, you can't always tell the truth.
when that person is on their way to your house, and you tell them that you're somewhere, doing something that could be pushed back, or you could EASILY bail out on, you do it.
You don't basically give that person a, "tuff shit", response.
Let me kick myself in the ass for never ditching you and always calling you if I have something up.
What goes around comes around, dick-head.
And if you can't deal with me when I am a bitch, drop my ass and don't deal with me at all.
Got it?
I am livid, completely livid.

I'm fucking back, livejournal.
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(no subject) [Sep. 21st, 2006|10:12 pm]
my stomach is in so many knots.
i'm not even sure if it should be.
maybe everythings going to be ok and i'm working myself up for nothing?
i sure hope so.
i hate this feeling.
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(no subject) [Aug. 11th, 2006|02:33 pm]
peace out lj. 
it was sweet knowing you.
maybe i'll post in you when i actually FEEL like doing so.
buf for now, i'm out.
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tantantantansummersummersummer. [Jul. 14th, 2006|10:47 am]
[Current Location |home:OFIJej;afie]
[mood |happyhappy]
[music |television.]

 SUNY Cortland camp was amazing.
I dormed with Brittany & we had a lot of fun.
She let me push our beds together, because I didn't want to sleep all by myself on the OTHER side of the room.
Basically, my teams full of a bunch of assholes.
Me, Brit, Al, and Sam all snuck out past cerfew and went and had a slumber party with our "coaches" (the cortland field hockey players).
It was so much fun, I'm happy i'll always remember it.
oh really?! for pushing a girl down? get over it.
it was funny though, i'm not even going to lie.
or, the fact that i got hit in the boob with a stick, not just a hit a fucking whale in the boob. I HAVE A BRUISE AND IT KILLS! Jamie missed the fucking ball and just full out baseball swinged. no joke.
Playing with other girls really helped me improve...Which leads to another good outcome...
The coach from Cortland (Wetmore) came up to me before I left, and asked ME to come play for HER NEXT YEAR. 
AT a really good school?!
hopefully she pulls things through with admissions and gets me in, because i have an 80avg, hopefully i go in on special talent.
The girls on the team are SO awesome and are all such amazing players.
There's no doubt in my mind that I don't want to go there.
I had so much fun, they're a really amazing team. 
She wants me to stay there this fall, in the dorms with the team to get to know them & then go and watch a game.
My dream is finally coming true.
She told me that I have a lot of talent and that I would work well with these girls.
She also basically said that I would be playing and not just sitting on the bench. Which was totally awesome. I am seriously the happiest girl ever, no one could understand.
Just a month ago, I thought I was going to throw field hockey down the drain once i got to college and attend good ol' NCC.
hopefully not.

I leave for Nazareth tomorrow to go practice with my Empires team before the Empire State Games.
I'll be gone Saturday-Sunday.
empire state games = 27th-30th, SO SOON.

on a much more serious note. 
i am pissed.

okok, now that all that excitedness is all out of my finger-tips!!
peace fucking out.

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On the count of three say FUCK DA POLICE. 1..2..3... [Jul. 2nd, 2006|12:28 pm]
[mood |stressedsweaty.]
[music |just the television.]

My boyfriend comes back from Alaska in a day.
I love my brother, a lot.
I love sitting on my dads kitchen floor...talking.
i love playing with my phaggot friends.
I love going to the beach & having two hot friends who get the custom man's number instead of getting asked any questions.
I miss my old beach-goers & we need to get back into that habit again.
Empires is neat.
I have Field Hockey camp in Cortland the 8th-12th, THEN I leave for Nazarath to practice there, & team bonding the 15th til the 17th I'm pretty sure. Then, I have the Empire State Games the 26th-30th.
This is all pretty exciting.
Dorming with Brittany in Cortland, oh jesus.
hahahahaha, this should be interesting.
I don't want to go to work, I hate work.

peace fucking out.

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